Whenever I catch myself
My eyes are on him
I just can't look at anyone else
I catch myself thinking about him all the time
and his face always appear in my mind
before I go to sleep
I never felt this way about anyone before
so I thought these feelings were something special
I want to know more about him and
my own feelings
I don't understand my own feelings
I want to understand them
I want to know
Maybe I'll understand if I start talking to him
I wonder if I'll find my answer
When did I start liking him?
What made me start liking him?
What made me realize he was special?
Are those questions that need to be answered logically?
When I became aware of it
I realized he'd always been special to me
I can't even compare him to anyone else
So, if you can compare someone with others
does that make them special?